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I seriously question wether I should continue this blog or not. Mostly because I think it is just an excuse for me to feel like someone listenes to me when I need to speak and feel like someone is listening. Then there is the fact that no one actually reads this.

Most importantly, though, is that I had good intentions when I started this blog, but it feels way to much like trying to squuze sympathy and happiness from a dry cloth. I don't need that. And I think I would rather not have people think they know me.