the words end here. the mistake was grace.

I am feeling the weight of my actions.

This time I woke up and when I got up to look a the microwave, it was 3:01am. And the first thought that came to me is 'What's gonna happen when it reaches before midnight'
Is this when grace expires?

First I dreampt of Camilie. And that turned into one of complete and total sleep paralysis, which included flailing around and banging on walls. The more I was able to break free from sleep paralysis, the more I started to wake up.

Sleep paralysis is one thing, but when you begin to dream of it, with all the exageration that comes with it, the living nightmare becomes a little more real.

Save me from myself. Make it stop. Make me stop.