here to stay is the new bird

Where do I begin?

There really is no where to begin. I am at that place of peace again. For the first time in 2 weeks I slept past 8am - haha.
The night was a continuous series of dreams that wound into each other with fluidity in between constantly waking up. I am not sure I ever woke up at all. It was all just like time was ceasing to exist and my dreams were but alterior versions of the present path I am on - and it is good.

I am so thankful for all that has happened, not only in the last couple weeks, and not only the last six weeks, but specifically in the last week. When you see all you have dangling on the edge of a cliff, it is not always easy to see that you are the one dangling it there.
Rescue is, perhaps, the best word. And as I woke up to a new day, I did so with words of thankfulness in the shadows of embracing happiness.

I even made it to work on time!! Though the b-day party was cancelled, we still got together round the fire pit last night. The fire seemed to swallow us.
Mmmm... Cransky!!