with a stick and a pan

It's that place of NEEDING some destruction. I hate to take scripture out of context, but maybe I am not when I am saying something needed to die. That death allowed something new to live.

Somehow I got back from the edge. It was a scary trip. A deadly vacation. I only hope I have learned my lesson. Maybe for good this time.

It was a give for give. You helped me more than you'll know. It was because of our death, that the sick one now lives.
Have a nice life, Jenny.
Stay cool.

Sorry I failed, but I wasn't strong enough.