Day Four

~The Dream~It started where I was sitting on a bunk bed opposite an old friend. (This old friend is significant both for how I treated her in the past, and how she reminds me of the subject of my current dream).Then I was at an apartment with many people I knew. Suddenly, one friend decided they needed to leave. We had no idea where she had gone, so the remainder of us decided to leave.As we were walking away, the friend suddenly appeared behind us and said that she needed a ride home.She turned and started walking towards the parking lot.Only one of us had a car. I turned to the one next to me and offered to pay him the gas money. He seemed inconvienced but agreeable.When we arrived at the car, we discovered that she had already loaded the trunk with groceries. So she had just assumed that we were gonna drive her home.And as we were all getting in the car, she made a point of not making eye contact with me and trying to get as far away from me as possible, even though she knew I was the one who was paying the gas money.This made me feel very taken advantage of.The next thing I knew it was another day and we were at a birthday party. During the party she walked over to a friend of mine who she had been flirting with the whole time and tried to kiss him on the cheek.His reaction to her was one almost of discust. He withdrew from her and told her plainly that he was not interested in her at all. That maybe she could manipulate others, but he knew what kind of girl she was and she would never allow her to do to him what she was doing to so many others.I could see the pained look in her face. She looked like she was going to cry. I was so happy because finally she had been put in her place.We were all suddenly in a room and we were all worshipping God. My eyes were closed and I started swaying uncontrolably. I was bumping into people, and at first I think they thought I was doing it on purpose. Then I actually fell to the floor.I could hear voices all around me and the friends close by came and touched me to try and revive me.I was completely concious. I don't know if I was unable or just lacked the ambition to move and open my eyes. I just lay there feeling perfectly at peace within the presence of God.I've felt that way before...