Of Minor Prophets and their Prostitute Wives

I feel good. Today I have felt alive, and it seems to be the first time since I arrived back in the city.
Today I was released.

I am ready for the new things that this season is bringing, and I am ready to depart and leave behind me the things that are fading away, like fallen leaves from the trees.

Such a sense of freedom. Such a peace.

With a smile that has remained, and the 919 cds burned, I readily embrace a future without Tamae. Like waking up and realizing I knew all along she was never what I wanted. I wrote that in this journal, and the words are there for me to read when I need to.

I am glad she came into my life. The Lord used her as such a catalyst to draw me to Himself and show me His will for my life. Now it feels like goodbye, is all.

Goodbye.