give me back my point of view (?)
I have been totally manipulated by the dream I had a few nights ago, and it doesn't seem to bother me. I know that the dream completely changed my view of a dear friend... but it has made such an impact now that I have discovered a wealth of apathy towards her and our friendship.
There is nothing for me to do except flow with this. I have to believe that I must have had the dream for a purpose.
Dreams scare me because if my entire viewpoint can change because of a dream I remember having, how many times has my point of view changed because of a dream I don't remember having?
This causes me to think a little about chaos versus freewill. Where my dreams fit into that. It ain't freewill if I am being manipulated by a non reality, right? Unless maybe my dream was an alternate view of what could have happened, or already happened in some other space and time.
This is beginning to sound very Donnie Darko meets The Butterfly Effect, and that is ok.
Either way, I am ready to accept sovreignty as being a good thing.


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